Blow my mind.

Awfully Awesome.

2011-12-05T02:06:00.001-08:00

Forgive me for not posting. I don't have time.

Alright, so what's up? I have been attending a lot of debuts, parties and celebrations lately. So this will be a post full of awesome photos. But first, I'm going to blog muna. I miss how I can express myself and the world just standing right where it should be. Well whatever, I have my cbox still up and running through the "the big" tab (look up). Click that, you'll see ppl. Hihi.

Something hidden:

I can't fully state how I am doing right now. Before, I always had the capacity to say and rant everything that's running through my mind, but now it's different. People's eyes are everywhere, and they will always see what they are looking for. Secrets are never left untold. And for some reason, I am not fine.

Something random:

And by the way, I drink na! It's not a good thing yet it's something I can't resist now. One thing, even if I get tipsy, wasted and all...I am still vomit-free since '94! Haha! And another not-so-good-thing: a lot of guys come and go... and still I haven't had any boyfriend! Some may think my life sucks, but I believe that single is awesome. I am a regular student, yey with flying colors! I feel spoiled with all the stuffs my parents indulge me. I still have good eyesight despite of the late night rambles and tv show marathons. Feel my vibe!

Something uncool:

After my iPhone, I lost my phone again, it's a Nokia E71. I had a 3.00 grade in Differential calculus. I got sick. My white blood cell count (which maintains my body's defense against foreign invasion) can't reach the average number to protect my body. I need to drink meds. I have pimples. :(

Something awesome:

I tweeted Ramon Baustista,

Sent @ramonbautista a question (Formspring). Omg, di nya pa nasasagot kinikilig na ako! Hihi. Hahahahaha. Goood night!

Then the next day, he added me on Facebook. At first, I thought it was a poser account... but he said it himself that it's his real FB account, certainly not a fan page! Jaw drop!

I asked something sa Formspring (I don't want to post the question, it's for you to find out hahaha)
This is what he said to me:

"sorry guys, im saving myself for marriage..marriage with ramon bautista hihihi <3"

With 71 likes as of now. He's old but I like that way he can flatter the world through his sense of humor and insight. That's just amazing.

Photo Bombs:

Random Day!

Gen and Me

Seleena, Nica, Gen, Me, Cait and Xen

Raquel's 18th!

I look bangag! Haha!

Ayen's 18th!

*Photo credits to the photographer

Lovely college friends!

Stars of the Night Awardee! Carle and me.

'Stars' with Ayen, debutante

*Photo credits to the photographer

Anna's 18th!

w/ Myx

With Anna!

Roxanne's 18th!

With Rox!

Awesome HS friends!

Ze Bitches!

Ysa's 18th!

Xen, Cait, Ysa, Mae, me

Tongue pose!

w/ Sudoku King! Ong!

Kyle's party

*Photo credits to the photographer

Lyxen's 18th!

Didn't bring my cam, the only good photo I have. W/ Cait

Meng's Surprise 18th!

I was 2 hours late, still they waited for me!

Meng, girl wearing the white shirt.

Fun Run!

I look crappy! Hahaha!

ALRIGHT! At least, I updated my blog! Thanks for visiting people. Keep posting in my cbox! Hihi. :)

Take me back, high school.

2011-06-08T08:03:00.000-07:00

Super awesome people I know.

I believe that there are lives you live with and some you leave behind. Too many faces, too many names and too many personalities that get through my nerves, seriously. I miss high school so much. Why can't these college aliens be the same? Yes, I want to go with the "flow" but I really can't. I want to rip apart the souls of some (take note: some) stupid bitches lurking around as if they pwned everything. Retards. Haha. I just really miss high school. Sorry if you are offended, anyhow I mean to offend you. Kididing.

This is really a short update because boredom is killing me.

formspring.me

2011-06-01T02:52:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything under the sun! Haha! http://formspring.me/ariamarasigan

So close, yet so far.

2011-05-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

My face is all over the world wide web (www). Seriously, it's kinda creeping me out. Just an update. Haha.
P.S: Forgive the names of my tags, they've been like that for almost 2years, and I don't know how to change them. I suck before. Haha.

School, not cool.

2011-05-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

*This blog post is from my tumblr account. I am too lazy to alter some stuffs. Be cool.*

Within just a week, classes will start again and I’m not really excited about it. One factor is because I am not that attached to my college friends than that of my high school super friends. Yeah sure, it’s been a year yet there’s nothing much to see, like no fireworks at all. Alright, maybe we have each other, we go to places, we sit altogether in classes… but I know it’s just an obvious need to have these bunch of people around you. It always happens that there is something inside me that I want to pour out to them, like having outlets about issues I’m dying to talk about, but I use to hold back. Parang if it doesn’t have anything to do with academics, forget about it or don’t try to butt in. I think I should loosen up a little bit, I am really scared that’s why.

Another thing that bothers me, the L word. Haha. I never had anyone (NBSB) that made me feel, somehow, that kind of extraordinary stuff everyone is going gaga about. For a point, there are some who tried but it seems it’s for something because I am something. Haha. Got it? I always push people away if I know that hurt is the next thing that will happen to them and, of course, to myself. So just back off, you know who you are. Haha. High five!

Half of what I say is meaningless but I say it so that the other half may reach you. -Kahlil Gibran

This is kinda long. Hahaha. Sorry followers just don’t read this if you don’t want. Haha. I will be posting this in my blogspot, I don’t update it that much coz I’m really busy and lazy. Rhyming right? Haha. Cheerio!

Back in business!

2011-04-15T02:29:00.000-07:00

(Here's the latest stuff I made. Dated 2009 of November. Haha. So fugly.)

Yes, hello. I'm back on track. Maybe I'll start blogging again this summer, coz it's so fucking boring! Haha. Soooo, I got a lot of catching ups to do! Haha.

Oh! I'm a proud Thomasian @400! Haha. I passed all my subjects and here I am blogging and backtracking some posts. And if you still wanna link-ex, I'd be glad. But don't expect an update or anything... Imma pure lazy ass. I stopped photoshopping pictures, so don't do requests anymore. I was kinda busy lately. I'm still loveless and jobless for 16 years. And by the way, I'm turning seventeen this April 21!

Shit lang. Wala na ako malagay. Huzzzzaaah, parang dati lang andami ko nasusulat. Kbye.

Follow me:

tumblr

twitter

robo.to

formspring

facebook

I know what you did last summer.

missed the spot!

2010-01-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

I MISS BLOGGING, YET NO TIME TO MAKE A POST.

boredom!

2009-12-12T05:16:00.001-08:00

travel much.

2009-12-06T23:20:00.000-08:00

i have almost traveled Region 3! haha. i'm back from Baler, Aurora.

hello bitches. haha. i don't have anything in my brain! [?]

don't know what to write. haha.

xoxoxo

payback time.

2009-11-28T05:54:00.000-08:00

i'd be going to aurora for regional step skills! haha.

i'd be gone!

i'll miss facebook!

i'm loving adobe!

i wanna play rock riot!

my iphone will have its 3 yrs anniv this december!

i'm desperately firing a revenge to get back to honors!

i'm so a-dork-able. haha.

woo.

bbye!

xxxx

hello sunshine!

2009-10-29T10:00:00.000-07:00

ang lame ng pagka-edit ko. how sad. :(

*lately, everyone's asking me where college i would go. and you know, i can't give a definite answer... urgh ('kung saan na lang makapasa'). i want to go to UST. i had taken 5 college entrance tests, i'm a scholar for one and the rest are pending results. anyways, back then... i just crave to take political science, law. e bakit, gusto ko mag-attorney e! haha. but, i don't fvckin' hell know why i altered my future schemes and putting 'BS Medical Techno', 'BS Psycho' && 'BS Chem'. Hello to my dear little brain and my enticing eyes, i don't want to see blood and different body parts in a table laid just for me to experiment with. mygosh! puh-lease Science, welcome me ha!

*there's someone talaga that's so makulit last summer pa. then now, they are growing like mushrooms. like for heaven's sake... parang ung alindog ko e hundred times than ever. eh eh, i'm just wondering also that they wanted a certain spot to where i am. to be my POSE. haha. sabi din ng iba e, un yung purpose nila. eh pota pala e, haha. mga bulok pagmumuka nila. i'd rather not to have a POSE if he is my schoolmate / batchmate. haha. i can ramp there on my own! hahahahaha. *evil laugh. WANTED: Mr. Prince Charming-look.

*naisipan ko lang magpost kasi inayos ko ung blog ko(ankyot nung blogskin eh).

tignan mo. online pa ko, anong oras na!kasi si ano! napaka-ano. woo.

i need to sleep, maggagala pa ko bukas.

tsaka. ay wag na magkwento, baka feeling ni O sya nanaman to.

hahhahahahaha!

goood nyte.

5 months to go before graduation.

i will never leave the gossips behind, i'm here to stay.

BOBO NITONG BLOGSPOT.

2009-10-10T09:38:00.000-07:00

BAKIT SIRA UNG LAST POST KOOOOOOOOOOOO?

tae. ayoko magmura.

BOBO KA BA?

errrrrrrrrrr.

kakahighblood ah. waa.

she is a boy.

2009-10-10T09:24:00.000-07:00

i'm so pissed off right now. i loathe everything. lahat ng tao.

btw, today is so lame. like, it's our tito's wedding... and i didn't go. it sucks. i'm alone in our house. parang sleep, lakad, picture, eat and facebook. a routine? i have nothing to do. and my sister texted me that she'll be going here. and i was asleep when she came. haha. almost 30 minutes na din siyang nasa labas, until i woke up. i was laughing my ass off. then, i feel like starving nanaman. eh, she's going to find a drug store for her internship. so sumabay na ko bumili, sa jollibee nalang kasi un ung pinakamalapit sa bahay e. haha. ang ineeeeeeeet pa! mygod.

uhm, also as early as 5am this day we have a YMCA marathon, of course i'm an official and so am excused to run like a chicken, there. nagising ako ng maaga. my lola said i have to go because the revo will pick them up na (she's with my freaky younger bro). i arrived at school so early. lalang. then we went off to Oval, the venue. and you know what? everyone's so going gaga: shouting, jumping && dancing. like, it wasn't a marathon. haha. parang concert nga e. tapos, nakakaasar pa. kasi they didn't start the time they should. we wait for an hour, before everyone else is sooooo gone. oyea! i saw them running, as if someone is pinching their asses. hahahaha! tapos kamo, aayusin na namin ung mga tubig, kasi sa water post. AMPOOOTA. 2mins lng. may dumating naa! edi syempre champion ng 5km. hahaha. bubuhusan ko sana ng tubig sa ulo. haahaha. then, i invited G && M to go to Mcdonald's gutom nanaman ako. haha. we escaped. so far, no one spotted us.

next stop: mass, shiver and party!
birthday ni Corps Commander, ANG TUMAAAAAAALLL. hahaha.

****

1. TWO - FACE BI-ATCHES: i'm so annoyed to all the whores in our school. waaa. what did they get in flirting those boys? and i SWEAR, the day i graduated this school. i would never come back for those maddening faces. i hate them ramping at the corridors. sarap tapakan nung mga pagmumuka nila. haha. highblood ako. err.

2. NEED NOT TO BROADCAST: everyday, when i get my eyes open the first thing i'm going to check is my cell phone. and i really hate it when i receive group messages that are so nonsense. haha. yung sana nag-PM nalang sila dun sa tao. haha. i admit, i send gm's but not that often. and i could say that my message displays a knowledgeable freaking gossip... pero once in a blue moon nalang ako magsend. oha oha.

3. GIVE-AND-TAKE ENEMIES: fuck kamo. i know where friends back then, and it was a mistake. wouldn't you be insulted if someone accentuated all the material stuffs he / she gave you? damn. if i know, no one desires to be-friend him / her, now that he's / she's so mentally shit. akala mo retarded e. after everything he / she had done to me, for heaven's sake... even if he / she will eat my vomit in front of my face, i won't forgive her 300-degree-inclined-body-as-if-having-osteoporosis&& that monster face . pwahahaha. *evil laugh.

4. YOU'RE MY UNIDENTIFIED FLYING OBJECT (UFO): i still am thinking if it's a ye-es, or nu-uh. anlandi. hahaha. i would share it, let's say next year? haha. chenelen.

5. FACEBOOK REGISTRATION GALORE: it was last August that i make my Facebook account active, considering it's so extinct. tae, tapos everyone is like a mushroom and spurting from nowhere signing up for FB. tae, invaded dati ung Friendster, tas ngaun. btw, i'm so addicted to farmville and my pet in pet society is so lame && stinky (pag ako tinamad talaga, lahat 'tong accounts ko, pasasabugin ko, hahaha) well.

6. PLEASE SPEAK SOFTLY: i hear them talking about me. i'm happy for my self for being so continuously, relentlessly and interminably popular all these years. my name is so controversial. you know, the four of us never got out of a social issue concerning our faces and bitchy-ness. i am not offended, yet i'm overwhelmed. what else can we do? in every corner of the school, the faces leave the fame. :P

7. I GOT THE CASH, SO SORRY!: it's not my fault that i've over-crossed your throne especially your insecurity; that i made it all the way to the top. i'm sorry that they are enticed on me not to you. i'm sorry you're not at my place and that you're just a mediocre that would never fit in. apologies, little baby (ui, di ako ganyan kaharsh, haha. feel ko lang maging villain ngayon).

8. 2-STRAIGHT YEARS, MY IPHONE IS SURVIVING: tae, nakuryente ako. haha. may galit na ata to skin. btw, getting stonger kami. haha. i love it, and forever be. hahaha.

ge. go to go.

tumataba na pisngi ko. :D

BUH-BYE.

never have, never will.

2009-09-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

"if you will not ask, the answer will always be a NO."

i so miss my blog. if Guinness would do a search, this would be the most extinct blog in the world. haha. joke. i love this, as much as someone reads this. haha.

you know how i hate my self (pati parents ko naasar e) when i gave up ateneo, my utmost dream. i'm so in drama right now. i wish, i did what i crave for almost years. i don't know what's in my mind right that very day. or did a devil whispher something to me of not going on? but, i guess there's so much more waiting for me. haha. speaking of universities, it sucks that i'm a scholar for one. i don't wanna mention the univ coz they might get me burned. i could say that univ is the extension of our school, yet if i didn't pass that, i should know that i'm a dumb && mediocre... but i'm a scholaarrr so i'm a certified tao na rin . lalang, just wanna share.

oh well, this past few days, i'm so bored of everything. i have no one to talk to, surfing the net almost 24/7, facebooking, texting, not blurting bad words, being idle on ym and most of all, sitting alone in the classroom. you know, i kinda get hurt pala nung na-feel ko na ansakit mag-isa as in sooo alone. i got to feel like out of place from who / what they're gossiping / talking about. like what i just could see from others that i almost feel sympathy... and that it had happened to me. but i got over it. i'm back in business of being a bitch. and i always know, through the depths of my heart, through the blood circulating in my veins and through the carbon dioxide you're exhaling right now, you'll be there for me, whatever it takes, just reading this... i will so be okay. (:

i finished the autocad homework. actually it's an individual work, but roxanne and i did it like tandem. haha. she got the installer, made the design and i did the printing. hahaha. my pc is so lame when i installed the autocad, it made so many exclamation points and cheverloos. so i asked for roxanne's help, and thank god after all those 80-pesos-fake-installers thing we bought, we did it.

i hope for seleena the bitch to get well so soon. you missed a lot of stuffs at school and with the guys. cheber. hhahahaha.

wala na akong masabi.
ge Good bye.
may namimiss ako. haha.
at wala ka na dun. joke.
labsyo. (:

papa-paparazzi.

2009-09-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

if i have the right to kill everyone i loathe... then no one's alive now.

I ENDEAVORED TO BE NICE TO HIM / HER / THEM / YOU,
YET I CAN'T AND I'M PRONE TO HAVE ALLERGIES BY DOING SO. (:

i don't know. i just hate to see ppl right now. breakdowns:

she / them who first does / do the move coming to his bf.
she who blames me of spreading a rumor that actually no one cares about.
earthlings who wear a Green tee right now.
ppl you thought will be there if you need a hanky.
you-know-who who seeks for me all the time.
all those pok-pok (vulgar word for whore) in our school.
she who shits me.
he who imitates and likes me.
she with the motherfuckin' face and curls.
and the one who's reading my hostile-to-humans post.

pasensya na kung ganto nasusulat ko. haha. bitter ako ngayon e. sobra. nga pala, munsira lang. lanya, candidate for scho ako sa ***. as ep namang papasok / mag-eenroll ako dun [?], anyabang dba? oo, nagmana ka sakin. aminin. and hell yea, kinongratulate ako nung isang titser kasi nakabalik na ko sa trono ko sa honors. prantanga dba? fyi, mas noob un. hahaha! cheber.

i/m in drugs today. hahaha.
i wanna inform you.
gububye.

PS: i love using slashes / virgules.
kasi ung meaning nung word pag verb somewhat na sharp sweeping stroke.
hahaha. naabno na tlga ako.

chaos.

2009-08-02T00:42:00.000-07:00

okay, UPCAT is so i-don't-know-the-adjective. haha. tangshit! haha. yeah, i have 10+ blanks. i didn't think that they would focus on bio, in science subtest... but math was fun! though kinda hard din. i'm not expecting to pass the exam, of course, i think my score is so negative. i just tried it, for they say, it's the most arduous test. and yeah, i'm about to apply for Ateneo, Uste, SLU, Mapua narin etc. haha, nagpost lang ng konti.

oyea. tas eto ung webpage ko:
pinaghirapan ko yan. haha.

CUT VERSION of my melodramatical poesy to environment advocacy

(English Project):

" Cry for Nature "

cynic-eater

Daily motions of the complex Earth,
Progressions of flora and fauna,
And the cultivating plants’ worth,
Are brought to incessant phenomena.

Volcanic eruption, diminishing trees,
Decaying plants and global warming
Are occurrences we ought to cease
With the culpable deeds we bring.

The limelight of the beauty of nature
Has been vanishing, from dawn to dusk;
As the youth and a perturbed creature
We must implement our beholden tasks.

As we carry the baggage of future,
In our hands this environment abides,
So as to, please let us bequeath the cure,
Thus, an advocacy in milieu resides.

i have to go. i'm so stressed pa. ge, BYE!

bitter.

2009-07-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

i'm back in business.

imyall. haha. oh yeah, there's so many things that had happened. i can't barely count it with my fingers. and i'm not feeling lazy today, so i'd be telling you some. haha.

the graduation of COLT. my god, right before the grad, everyone's murmuring about the ranking and the positions they'll get. oh well for me, a rumor was spread that i was one of the top 10... but our commandant, Panda, saw the ranking and reshuffled it. it was a heart breaker and a joy-killer. yeah, i am supposed to be the 9th but i'm 19th now. also, roxanne should be one of the honors too yet they made it a hell for us. i'm the best drama queen, i should cry baby.

sleepover at school. last saturday, we had a team building and leadership training. the president of the cbs / ssg, yap, suggested for us to sleep at school, and so be it. at first, i was scared for sir10 told us one of the creepiest phenomenon he saw --a ghost at room 405. mama! i was so frightened, yet i joined. haha! i'm so melodramatically possessed talaga. i slept for just 30 mins and the next day at lunchtime. we are dismissed at 4 o'clock. i go to bed and shut my eyes agad, and then i woke up at 7 o'clock in the morning na! 15hrs straight of not waking. can you see how lazy and indolent am i, ppl?

i wanna share something. hahaahaha. natutuwa kasi ako. kaya tagalog nalang. haha. kasi may crush ako. tangina! first time ko tong nilathala sa publiko (naks!). e un, nalaman kong crush nia din ako. my gawd. anlandi ko. hahahaha! e kasi ihh. la lang. kung sinu man makabasa nito. secret lng. haha! *crush lang ah. haha. gwapo, kasi e, ika nga ni ysa 'papa-ble'."

ok, bye ppl. ggwa na uli ako website.
imyouroxanne! thanks kanina. pati kay lyxen.

i'm so controversial.

2009-06-14T04:52:00.000-07:00

"i will give you a loaf f bread, when you're dying of thirst."

fuck 'em all. why do people want to talk about me and buzz my name? err. i kinda hate it, but what could i do... i belong to a clique that can't stop to continuously be so famous. haha. we're just the bitches that you'll need when you would want to be kicked in the ass. whatever.

taena, tinatamad akong ituloy. hahaaha. next time nalang uli.

ge, gagawa pa ko homeworks at magbabasa. whew.

GUBYEE.

i'm back, bitches.

2009-06-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

word for today: SHIT

it was almost a month since my last update. and now, i'm so backkkkkk. missed you (kinda i'm a desperate shit). maybe, i was too busy, waking up early for our CAT training, and going home late from mcdonald's *slash* kfc every weekdays, and so sleepy almost 24-hours on weekends. i don't have time to post and update all my accounts. sorry for my self. weeeee. i have a lot to say and to story tell, but i don't wanna share it for now, i'm scared of my let-the-cat-out-of-the-bag issues. you know, gossips are always my shadows. pwahahaha.

gosh, gosh, gosh. my skin is so burned now. come to think of death marching under the sun, and all you could eat, actually, drink is just H2O and nothing else. fuck, baby. the COLT tshirt we're wearing is so obviously marked within our skins, and mine was the worst. if you'll see me wearing a blouse, you would see the freaking lines of the tee. urgh, i just wanted to share it to you, bitches.

anyways, i am beginning to love adobe, how nice. yeah, my sister was keeping it from me, about a month na. she doesn't want to share it. just when i found out, i want to kill her (but maybe not now, because, she'll be off to Manila, for her college). since, i'm more familiar in corel and gimp, perhaps, transferring to adobe would be the best shit of all.

oh, i so love the rain. fact that it partly postpones our training, but i know as thunder will continuously rage as (i pray), training and daily-darkening-of-the-skins will be terminated *evil laugh*. it's a huge help for our cramping legs and aching backs. thank God, He made rain.

time is so fast, like blinking eyes... i'm officially a 4th year student. for not so long, fucking school days are back. though, i kinda love first days, for we have nothing to do, and we just sit and chatter a lot of shit stuffs. teachers only introduce themselves and talkshit something about their subjects and all things required to have. but, after all those schmoozes, a bunch of homeworks will go our ways. omg, P6... whoaaa!

i think, it's enough for now. haha, i have to wake up early, we'll buy shoes for school pa. hahaa.

~may, ishshare sana ako e, kaso, baka may makabasa... baka magulat kayo. wenks! andami kong namimiss. tsktsk!

gu`bye bit`zes.

sandamakmak na problems.

2009-05-04T02:03:00.001-07:00

click mo. haha. mas maganda pag malaki. hahaahah!

"if only i could say it to you that straight... without hurting your feelings. maybe, it's hard. though, at some points, no matter how many fingers you will cross if things like these aren't meant to be open for each of us... it won't barely come to life. but as much words from you had pleased me, someday maybe i could but who knows... kasi prang it's kissing your elbow with your mouth."

wtf. i don't know what i'm saying. there's one thing i'm only sure of, that everything that's happening right now is either my bad or theirs.
kakaasar kasi e, we have a hanging problem right now.

we tried to fixed it, but that someone won't let it happen easily.
like, Kaboom tries to shit our names with the public, but that's so falsely stated. maybe Kaboom is just jealous of whatever, we have. we tried to be good, for Kaboom's sake. bastaa, magulo buhay ng bitches ngaun. i just wanted to share it.

~bitches know that we will win this game. we got the fame by our faces, brains and alindog factors. it's not over until we said so. just thank us for bringing you the fame you could never have without us.
you're just a little mouse sneaking through our big house!

good bye.

i'm missing the bitches.

2009-04-24T23:00:00.002-07:00

si S ung talo. sya ung gumagapang. haha!

i miss them. so i decided to edit this pic.
it was taken when we had our feeding program for the less fortunates.

WALALNG.
good bye.

BLOW ME.

2009-04-20T06:34:00.001-07:00

so this day was like hell. we all know my birthday's tomorrow... and by what S said "lahat ng nagbbirthday before nun, nagkakabadluck muna." haha. and actually, it's true. this day, was the worst day ever.

a permission. man, come to think of it. we are trainees, and i have a sister who's a senior officer. so of course, i know all her friends... her, co-senior officers. like, somewhat, they know me too. kinda hard because if they actually had your name on their brain, they'll always see you. so there was Ate G. she wants me to be a class marcher. but i don't want to be one of those humiliated class marchers. urgh, like all of the punishments will go unto you. but there's a bit advantage, you're the one who'll be the boss for the whole day. pro di nya ako mapilit, kaya pinag-permission na lang nya ako. tangina... nagulat ako. pro nakasurvive naman kahit medyo kinakabahan. pakshitness.

military birthday. it's a tradition na sa CAT namin e. kahit di masyado formal. but all over the generations, it is made and done with the punishments. so if you're birthday would be marked with april or may... you'll wish that sana nadelay pa ng isang buwan panganganak ng nanay mo. liike me. pinarusahan kami, squat for 10 mins. shocks. pumpings-15. sa mga cadets di ko na nakita eh, sobrang pagconcentrate ko sa pumpings, sumobra tuloy ako ng isa. urgh!

century egg. my god. like, if you're just smelling this egg, you'll feel nauseous. waaa, si Steve ang asst commandant namin. kilala ako, kulang nalang imudmod sa muka ko ung itlog.. tuwang-tuwa pa ang loko. hahaa. ambaho. like, i never thought that they had bought two. and it was about time na we should eat it. FUCK. anlansa, e diba i have metals on my teeth. i prevent it from hanging between the brackets. urgh. it made our breaths so awful and nasty. waa.

TEAR GAS. as usual, we went to gobstopper after the training. we are the only customers there, S, R, Y and me. but this day, the anime club was there. haha. so we buy foods and eat.

until Laverne, one of the animaniacs, brought out something. we thought it was a perfume. tangina. she sprayed it under the table. after few seconds,umubo si Y... tas ako, then i saw Dominique na umuubo din. hahah. akala ko nagkataon. tas si S na din. tas lahat na. may god. it was a real Tear Gas.

natuwa ako kasi nawala ung hininga namin na malansa. pro masakit sa lalamunan. but it was fun.

~the post is so long. hahaha.
...save me from the fires of hell.

-bye bitches.

crossed out.

2009-04-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

Sent: Saturday, April 10, 2009 11:04:03 AM
Subject: i never wanted a Diary.

*THIS WOULD BE A TAGALOG-ENGLISH POST. DAHIL SA SOBRANG ASAR.*

the time i got this iphone, i have already liked this, the Notes. haha. i just don't know why. like after it's third repair, everyday, i never missed to write here. it's a part of accomplishing my daily chores. haha.

when i was a kid, i think diaries do suck. they waste people's time and effort of thinking words. but, as i had the days of my bitchy life growing, when i have thoughts that aren't meant to be open to particular persons, kung anu-ano nasusulat ko. kaya nga ako nagkaron ng blog e. tsaka etong Notes sa iphone ko, andami ng laman. kya sinisend ko nlng sa email tas ipopost sa blog. aun.

XXXX

before this post, i had told you of the Via Crusis thingy. it was all about the reenactment of Christ's death and resurrection. so we had it April 10, we need to go to school 4:00am, for the main cast, but for the taong bayans 5:00am is okay.

but the night before, we had Visita Iglesia. haha, you must be a Christian to know what's that. 12:00mdnight na kami nakauwi. yea, when i got home, my sibs are about to watch AGAIN, Spiderwick. so i watched with them. we ended up sleeping 1:30am. then i made the last post pa. so mga quarter to two na ako nakatulog.

and BULLSHIT, i got my eyes opened april 10, morning it was 7:02. the first word that made them all awake eh, *PVTANGINA*. haha. i called S by my mother's cp she answered it but turned the call off. shooot. i don't have any load. and my mom's was ubos na din. tae.

but so far, when i got to school, they are about to go to the streets and start. haha. nakaabot nmn ako. haha. kahit mukang baliw na daw ung itsura ko nun. haha. tas tinanung pa ko ni the-one-who-must-not-be-named kung anu ngyari. ekek. basta nkktuwa na din.

XXXX

why does Godzilla need to exist? like, why the hell, we met her? why doesn't she go with her co-age persons? why does she keep pushing herself in with a bunch of teenagers, like us?

tangina, naaasar ako pag nakikita ko pagmumuka nya. ung para bang kahit, ikaw na ung pinakamabuting tao sa buong mundo... manggigigil ka sa knya e. TAENA.

like yesterday, my sister wouldn't be allowed to go out if i'm not with her. fact that, i need to investigate if she has a boyfriend... but of course i know she has, we just had a connivance not to tell to our parents. they had a dance competition, as usual. so i need to watch it, whether i like it or not. so sinundo ako ni Abby. eh, kelangan dumaan sa skul kasi nandun sila Charles. so we went there, and hell, when i see through the bars of the gate... how shit it was, i saw Godzilla.

right there, i think of going home and not coming to the beach, the competition's venue. eh, naaawa ako sa ate ko, papagalitan sya pag di ako sumama. tsaka before that, Someone begged me to go there. kaya i decided na pumunta na din. haha.

so we ride a jeep, we're 8 including Mikhael, who's unknown to Godzilla. but as we are about to pay for our fares Godzilla made the move that she would libre. putangina, 7 binayaran nya. ansarap patayin. the fact that we are in a freaking war right now, she didn't pay my fare. urgh. sinigaw ko tlga sa jeep nung nagbayad ako. ye!

come to think of a 40-year-old woman, who doesn't have a husband, whose face stinks and who doesn't know how to eat a vanilla ice cream in a cone, the proper way, is worth accompanying with? like she has a ym, fster and PLURK. sino pa ba magtytyaga sa matandang hukluban na un?

kamukha niya si kokey. unang kita mo s knya, you would think, she's a zombie, multo, unano, nuno, tyanak, gorilla, alien, fetus, unggoy and a non-educated person, kahit na major in ______ sya. pag nagsuot nga sya ng lacoste or havs hindi nga mukang signature e. haha.

~call me whatever, yet fuckin' hell all are true.

goodbye, bitches!

saved by the bell/.

2009-04-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

today is holy monday. and it was not holy for the four of us... charlie and the angels. we had the via crusis practice this morning. we joined not because we are truly devoted christians but the fact that they'll give us merits. oyea! so the practice had gone out. we are acting as the greatly known 'taong bayan' for station 2 and 5. so it was easy for us, to say, "patayin si jesus, makasalanan ang taong yan." and wth hell, those are the words that obligued us to come to the lame practice everyday except sunday and times na tinatamad kami.

so what had happened early this day... the scene at station 9 is at the hill. they call it little bagiuo. whatever. so all the taong bayans from all the group must form a semi-cirle thing around the 3 crucified men... jesus and the 2 thieves. so we are there. shouting and pasimpleng tumatawa na rin. fact that laughing is so prohibited.

yea, until S said this, out of the wild noise... "sabi nila ang perfect match daw na couple e, ung girl under ng ear ng boy." and then, with charlie (noel), we laughed our asses off. haha. we tried to pair ourselves with charlie if who best fits his under ear. like, we hadn't noticed that we're 5 steps away from the crowd. so then, the director saw us. hahah. it was so quieting-crowd scene. like, all of them were looking at the 4 persons who were called.

but as we know, we are CHARLIE'S ANGELS and with charlie...in a blink of an eye, we rapidly look at them, as if we are innocents. edi ang mga tatangatangang mga tao, hindi napansin na kami ung sinabihan. san ka pa!?

and hell, we are saved from humiliation.

for the continuation of the practice later this day, we attended. hahaha. once again, Charlie's Angels with Charlie banged the day. and now, we are not saved. we are publicly known from all those eyes. hahaha.

it was about time to go home. but the head of the via, stated some reminders for tomorrow's route rehearsal, before we leave. so we sat at the back of the crowd. like, I borrowed R's shades. and it was so big, that we decided to agree that all of us must bring sunglasses tomorrow. hahaha. but, again the head had noticed us talking. urgh. so we shut our mouths. he said that we should stand and say our names in front of all of them. waaa. charlie, as the head, stood and said he was noel, second was S, i'm next (and something that i don't wanna share had happened) and last was R. like, ugh! we are so famous. right after the practice, kulang nalang i-congratulate kami ng lahat sa pagiging sikat e. hahaha!

i must say, it was not a shame or disgrace for public... it was just one of the bitchiest things we had done through all our missions. it was fun, standing there, all eyes at you, and you'll say your name. hahaah!

ps: i'd put new pics at the 'my profile' cheverloo, there. haha. wala lang.

freakin' hell.

2009-03-28T19:58:00.000-07:00

Sent: Sunday, March 29, 2009 12:14:51 AM
Subject: freakin' hell.

i really don't know what to say. fact that, i'm so dumb that i could post for my blog with this sucking iphone. *wink* man, come to think what things are consecutively happening right now.. things i never wondered to happen.

impossibles to no.

i wake up day unto day, after brushing my teeth, thinking what would immensely occur? not knowing that stuff like 'impossible' would barely come to be true. like, just last Wednesday... sis' grad, many happenings popped out of my blank air. like what has happened between me and one-that-must-not-be-named.

i could stay here in bed *with open eyes* dreaming of whatevers that won't truly come, yet ending the month of march, blasting from no where, a punch let me realized that everything could happen in one blink of an eye. with funny shocking face, i now believe, nothing's impossible.

oh well, so like... i can't absolutely define what my mind is now saying. so random. fucking random.

XXXX

errr. we are trainees for CAT, or dumbguards to be formal. we wear plain white tshirt, super-straight-old-high-cut pants with no fade, braided hair with 10 hairpins or more, the garrison belt, nakatak in and lastly, freaking sunburned skins. SO, HELL I HATE IT.

(one thing that makes me stay in this training is that they allow us to use chucks. and if the won't, the day they'll formally begin the training, i'd rather be quitting with the so-lame outfit.)

XXXX

all had gone. i don't have the scholarship that i persist since first year. i fall from ranking this final grading. i really suck. so, i had to tell it to my parents. oh well, they got mad, not that i'm not a scholar anymore... but because that i've fallen from being one of the top ten.

the punishment: i would only have 1k this summer per 2weeks. come to think of it. we are in a fuckin' training, so it's not easy for my stomach to just stay calm and not roar for foods. how could i survive this? and, one thing, we're about to attend Uplink this coming may 12 and with that, man, would i still be breathing?

so roll the sleeves on and be ready. my god!

XXXX

do you really know what love is? if so, what's that?
is it when you'll feel fuckin' butterflies roaming in your stomach?
is it when you can't laugh your ass off when he / she did some faults?
or
is it when the normal pumping of the heart turns five more times when you get to see him / her?

xoxo,
the little kid who likes gossips.

B-love.

2009-03-07T04:36:00.000-08:00

spotted, upon a boring class, shitmates talked...

J: may 5 B's essential for a girl.
S: yea, what!?
J: Beauty, Brain, Butt, Boobs, Body.

S: waw!

until then, all over our class, each of us...
even boys have B's. hahaha. coool, huh?
we're trying to catch with our eyes, now, all the B's we could see.
we are loving it, like hell.
though it's kinda freaking to tell you. but here are some.

ung lima dun sa conversation nung dalawang bugok.
Bibig
Binti
Bilbil
Buhok
Braso
Baboy
Black
Baluga
Baog
Blair
Betty
*sensored*
Bulag
Bukaka

and the last for today's B's that we have figured out.
this is the famous word we got in our heads. like we'll say:

BITCHES will always be BITCHES.

or

Who are you calling BITCH, BITCH!?

or

Let's face it people (standing on the chair, at he center of the class), this man is a BITCH!

so, could you see the word? hahaha.

~~~~~~

btw, this month was so no-fitted-word.
yea, the friendship, of course, was seasoned with great obstacles.
like, the virus of gossips and backstabs had gone over us and was passed onto others.

yet, with all that had happened, we passed the superduper bitchy friendship test.
and, until today, in lieu to that B's,
we ,continuously, have our laughs the loudest possible phase it could be.

ROMEO.

2009-02-21T08:10:00.000-08:00

"Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes."

I've found Romeo. haha.
so just vote for me.

*i just saw this pic on my documents, so i had put it here.*

for PEACE OFFICER.

if yer campaigning try to lock yer temper.

2009-02-20T06:38:00.000-08:00

okay.
today was so stressful. yea. i'm running for the position of peace officer. we have gone throughout 1st yrs, 2nd yrs and the hell, 3rd yrs. and i have this speech:

Good morning. I'm Arriane Joyce Marasigan from 3- Amethyst, and i'm running for the position of peace officer. So, as we all know every peace officer aims to have peace and progress around the community and this school. if i were to be elected as one i'll assure you, great harmony will be attained by the four corners of the school. i stnd here in front of you to prove that i have the capacities, abilities and leadership backgrounds for this position. i had become a class officer for 2 consecutive years, 3 consecutive years AP club officer, CBSA sophomore society officer and COMELEC member for last year's 1st year representative elections.

So un, sana po i-vote niyo ko. Arriane Marasigan for peace officer. thank you and good morning.

weird, huh!? thinking that i'm campaigning online. haha. it's prohibited even exceeding for about 200php of expenses, too. the poster should be the size of a short coupon bond paper. sucks right?

*the funny thing: whenever someone tends to get my number, i say i don't have any cp. haha.*

....

i just hate those third years. like they don't get how hard it is to stand there in front and blab those words... the fact that i need their votes, i should be cool-tempered. they kept on speaking and staring at you as if they like to tease you with their eyes blinking. i just loathe it.

....

trivia: did you know i was the one who invited my opponents to run for that position? and that... i suck. I was then awakened by myself looking at the mirror, when i realized, 'why. the hell i just asked them to compete with me?' so yea. i had found rivals for position. anyways, the acquired officers for the position are 4. and i wish to be one.

....

if you're campaigning, you ought to have the greatest appeal of all. the beauty, brain, charm, appearance and the accent of english words... all those are the needed MAALINDOG FACTOR.

....

new crush for the month.

february sucks.

2009-02-14T04:21:00.001-08:00

IT IS VALENTINE'S DAY, RIGHT!?
*does it need to be worst than ever?*

....

so we had this promenade.
it was cool enough, yea right. guys invited me to dance with them.
and everything.

but before that,
i was told by my new TRUE friend of everything .
the way my U-huh back stabs me and will try to ignore me.
U-huh is so much of wtbr.

i was shocked when all the words bursted out from my cp.
i just didn't think, u-huh will say it to me.
the fact that, i'm with u-huh that day.

I cried. i was hurt.

ok. dramas much.

.....

[after the prom]
new prob for february again:
this person, let's call him/her YEA.
yea is my friend and is secretive.
until, i was online for some obama project... and then yea im-ed me.
saying those, irritating words.
shocked, again.
and god,after the serious talk... yea can't stop IM-ing those sentences which made my head to its burning point.
i made the exclaimed words.

until i knew, the other day.
yea cried. it wasn't my fault.
in the first place, yea must not have said those.

.....

last:
next post nalang. katamad na.

BAT BA GANTO!?

ika-nga ni elaine:

WTF!!

nonsense. testing lng.

2009-01-14T05:07:00.000-08:00

wala lng.
i just try to make experiments.

it is so kewl.
nyahaha.

*.*
so. wtbr.

i wish things would always happen the way i wanted them to be.

home buttons galore.

2009-01-03T21:51:00.000-08:00

ok. our home wifi is now activated. ...
but sorry it's super secured.
nyahaha.

luckily, i have an installer app in my iphone.
and gosh, it made my home screen to be 3x functional than ever.

i'm so glad.

i wish to have that iBrickr,
another cool installer app and much better than what i have.

I AM CRAVING ,NOW, FOR A NEW HOME BUTTON.

set him free.

2008-12-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

pending album. ME&ROXY.

i just never thought of crying.

Christmas is coming.
i can't feel it.
6 days to go. I wish the coldness of the season would call for me.
and let me realize it is, well, uhm, xmas?

everyday seems to be so lame.
nothing WILD happens.
and i'm not used to it.

change topic.
setting someone free makes a BIG comfort.
but i could not see if an obsessive love will be on.

[nakita ko yan sa iba. haha. at natawa ako.]

oh, i wish people would always be there to guide me.
every step of the way.

yea. i know so much right now.
of what people think beyond her.
what his secrets are.
the things every man has to hide.

we'll be off on Monday.
and, goodness...
the place doesnt have internet connection.

*so here comes the straight face.*
:|

SOMEDAYS.

2008-11-10T04:39:00.000-08:00

"you stared.
and, yea, i never thought of love to come.
haha."

:]

bwisit.

2008-11-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

"ANTANGA KO TALAGA.
NAWALAN LANG PALA NG KURYENTE...
NAG-EMOTE NA KO AGAD."

pasenya uli, roxanne.
isang malaking kagaguhan yun. wahahaha.
nagdrama pa ako ah. tae.

tanga-tanga-ko-talaga-wee..

coz it kills.

2008-09-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz trying here.